After meditating for 15 to 20 minutes or more, I am in contact with my higher creative Self and a series of insights flash through my mind. The images are vivid, the instructions at times clear, so clear even that all seems effortless. Whenever I act upon the insights, flow happens and an experience of intense satisfaction, peace, joy, enthousiasm…
When I don’t act upon the insight, putting it off until I have time, the memory of it slowly escapes me, until what was once a done deal, only leaves a faint trace that an insight even crossed my mind. What creation could have manifested from that potential? I will never know….
Some insights are recurrent and if I let my doubter massacre what could have been because I give too much power to my rational mind, procrastination sets in and I get lost in comparing myself to others. Then pain and defeat reign over peace and joy.
I have had my share of struggle. Today I know, sense, intuit better and unless I let go and let emerge what wants to be created through me, I will never see what could have been…
I am committing to an experiment inspired by a pen pal who diligently wrote a page for 83 days in a row now. I will follow Dave Lakahni’s recommendation and blog daily for 30 days.
I declare that my judge will take a well deserved break from a life time of tirelessly critically assessing everything I do and that I will follow the impulse that throbs at the gate of my soul and see where that takes me!